[(Don't you know it)]

Thursday, March 31, 2005

â 11:32 PM

in the library now waiting for miss wendy and miss pauline...heading to tampines mall for a spot of shopping later...haha...soooo happy...anyway patient care exam over....soooo happy!!!!!i hope i clear the paper though...made a few mistakes here and there but should be ok...anyway this keyboard quite nice...very seasoned...planning to change handphone soon...probably will get wei liang's model...sony ericsson k700i or something i thing...seems to have everything i think a phone should have...haha...

anyway i've been really down this pass few days...i guess it's probably the fact that i might do well in my exams...i mean i dont just wanna clear my papes...i gotta do reasonably well so that i can overseas and do my conversion degree...maybe it's also the exam bug getting to me...making me stressed out cos i cant get enough sleep and pimples are popping out everywhere...maybe it's because clinical is coming and i'm going to nuh...i rejected them when they offered me sponsorship due to a number of reasons...maybe they'll black mark me...i dont know...it seems silly but i'm worried...oh well

anyway my sis got a letter from university of melbourne...in 2 weeks time we'll know if she has made the first cut...i'm not sure how many there are but there's definitely more than 1...i really hope she makes it...i sincerely doubt if nus will give her a place even though she got 4As...

anyway my fren sms me just now...asked me to join her for dinner next week...for her birthday...wanna introduce me to some hot guy...i rolled my eyes when i read that sms...can't be bothered with guys anymore...i dont knowlah...after the last one...i dont really trust them anymore...to my guy frens i trust u guys ok...haha...it's when u have a different sort of feeling for them that it becomes all complicated and rojak...of cos i wanna find that special someone to hold and to love but a part of me says it's not safe...just have this scared feeling...dont know why...so far no one has given me butterflies in my tummy when i think about them...so that means there's no one...good i feel so much safer...if my tummy ever feels anything it's probaly because it's growling cos i'm hungry...haha

oh well going sgh tmr for nuclear med prac...bleargh222...so far...must wake up early...10am u know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!